Feeling sad, just sad and I can't shake it.  So I'm gonna stop trying.  L is gone, she's still available to me, but we won't officially meet for about another week and a half. 

I realize that this isn't life threatening, and I should be thankful cause it could be way worse.  But I also know that this type of thinking isn't helpful.

She's gone and I miss her.

She'll be back.