I miss seeing L today. Normally I see her on Friday mornings, but she had a conflict so we met yesterday instead. It was a really good session, very positive and I felt very connected to her. But this morning I was very aware that I was not going to see her today. I had couple moments of 'Normally I'm siting in L's office at this time on Fridays....' Nothing overwhelming, but I was a bit surprised.
Unfortunately it's now early afternoon and I'm missing her, like a longing. Due to another scheduling conflict next week I'll see her Monday morning. So it's not like I have to wait another week to connect with her, it's only a couple days. But somehow I don't find any relief in knowing that.
I know I could text her, and she'd be great about it, but I still struggle with why? Technically I'm in a pretty good place, so why the longing, why the ache?