So will this always be here? Will there always be a push-pull? Will I always feel like a moth-to-a-flame? The craving is so overwhelming, but then my gut tells me to stay away.
It's Wednesday morning, T-day, and I want it to be intense and I want to tell her to f&$*-off at the same time.
I wish I could just decide, once-and-for-all how I want to be.