Wednesday, March 16, 2011
It's All Crap
Apparently in a bad place, but is it a real place? Had a decent session and now I find myself spiraling out of control, sort of. There's like two weird parts of me. One that is freakishly calm and distant, and the other just wanting to lash out. I sent a couple of crazy texts and although a 'normal' person would consider her responses thoughtful and helpful, I on the other hand just want to push her further away. Don't know where the anger is coming from right now.