Should I tell L about this blog? And if I do, do I let her read it? Hmmm, tough questions....to be or not to be, that is the question? To make it a little easier, if I do tell her I know it would be for the sole purpose to actually have her read it, so I guess I really only have one question to ask myself.....Do I feel lucky?
Since I started this blog a few months ago I've wanted to tell her, but then I chicken out. Do I really, really want her to know exactly what I'm thinking about? Not sure. Especially because most of it is about therapy and my struggles with the therapy process. And what if I told her and she didn't want to read it, would I feel rejected? And what if she did read it, would that hinder me later on, or worse would I write in knowing and maybe wanting her to read it? Or how would I feel if she never read it again?
Man, not only do I need therapy for therapy, but I need a blog to write about my blog.