Wednesday, January 14, 2015

She's back and I can't believe how good I feel.  Not too crazy good, and not manic good, but humming while I work good.  It's frustrating to still get the anxiety when I don't see her, although it clearly has gone down by leaps and bounds.  I have been going every other week since December and I was handling it well, including over the holidays.  So this time caught me a little off guard.  Still very familiar though.  Maybe it was cause she was actually 'away' in Florida with her daughter.  She was still very much reachable and we exchanged a few texts over the 10 days she was gone. But anxiety continued to rear it's ugly head. although on a scale of one to ten it probably got as high as a six, so that's that too bad, at least in comparison to other times.

1 comment:

  1. Thinking of you, my friend, and hoping that you're well.
    I've been keeping up to date with your blog, reading posts each time they come in. I've been terrible in responding, however, and I apologize.

    Sending many hugs, and a promise to do better :)