It seems like for me that going to therapy is all about the relationship. I've read about the importance of the relationship and I totally get that and agree but it feels like I get the most 'fed' when we talk about how I feel about 'us' and how she feels. And I'm a little embarrassed and concerned about that.
I logically know it's a paid relationship but it's one thing to pay for their input, experience....etc and it's another to actually pay for the intimacy.
I texted Celia yesterday cause I didn't get enough on Wednesday with her. It helped, sort of. It's good to know that she's there and will answer.