For the record, not 'hunching over' and having more eye contact does not, or did not mean more internalizing. Even though it was a 'nice' session i certainly didn't, and don't feel that sense of being 'fed', that feeling like I really connected to her. In fact I feel pretty alone and sad.
We talked about me coming in and just 'simply' saying whats on my mind. No filter, no pause, no judgement, no 'prettying it up'. I can't imagine that.
I'm fairly certain she should be ok with me texting her but I'm trying to hold back on that. Hoping that I can distract myself enough where I don't need to contact her.