Man, this therapy-stuff is hard, and if I'm gonna take what I learn and experience in therapy out to the real world, well that is hard too!
It's been a long, almost surreal week, especially dealing with all this feeling-crap, and getting myself to talk. In some respects I feel like I've moved mountains, but then again, at the same time I feel almost childlike.
M and I have had some pretty intense discussions, and although maybe nothing 'tangible' has changed, something has changed, or at least shifted, and that's a good thing. But honestly, there's also a part of me that is scared of this shift. Can I actually maintain this level of communication and honesty?
I've also been a lot more open with L this week. And then the same question 'Can I actually maintain this level of communication and honesty'?