I feel like I only write in my blog now when I'm struggling with L.  I guess it's true, and I supposed instead of feeling bad/stupid/embarrassed about that I should be proud that I write less here so I must struggle less. Oh yeah, that makes me feel much better.....not!

So what's the problem today?  Just the usual.  I push, I pull, I shutdown, I pull away, I refuse to believe that any of this, or what she says is real.  Can someone actually be this supportive?  Or is it all just therapy-psychobabble?

How would I know?