tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1946316417074826415.post6151211377095306988..comments2023-04-09T05:50:24.227-04:00Comments on Normal Was Not My Goal: NormalWasNotMyGoalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14687479883199918652noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1946316417074826415.post-46189791765824376892012-10-29T14:29:37.125-04:002012-10-29T14:29:37.125-04:00Hi Mandy, thanks for checking in
Good question &#...Hi Mandy, thanks for checking in<br /><br />Good question 'why do you not want to feel it' I wish I had a good answer. I'm going to ramble a bit...<br /><br />For some reason I'm very, very afraid of the feeling. Which doesn't make sense, it's 'just' a feeling, right? But it also takes up a lot of my thought processes, I live in my head over it. <br /><br />Like you I really want to soak up all her care, but I don't like admitting that to myself. Seems toooooooo needy.<br /><br />I did send her yet another text this morning, this was her reply:<br /><br />L: Get out of your head I am sending you support and happiness so take it and have a good day<br /><br />I think I need to give some more thought to your question. ThanksNormalWasNotMyGoalhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14687479883199918652noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1946316417074826415.post-12418132569938320212012-10-29T12:27:05.199-04:002012-10-29T12:27:05.199-04:00Hi Normal - I'm glad to see you around these p...Hi Normal - I'm glad to see you around these parts again!<br /><br />I admit that I have felt and still occasionally feel just as you do - and also don't know the reason. I suppose it is in wanting to soak up all of her care, but also because she really is a good person to talk to. I truly enjoy her company, and could spend more time in that office, than what's "normal".<br /><br />I am not convinced you should make it go away, but instead that you should work through it and it may fade on its own. May I ask ... why do you not want to feel it? Amandahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05166689236909570817noreply@blogger.com